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Her mother lived in two rooms in Kurla, with a stove, a sewing machine and a calendar of the gods. Fatima came home at seven, after the night, and found the kettle already on. Her mother, Zainab, was…
Her mother lived in two rooms in Kurla, with a stove, a sewing machine and a calendar of the gods.
Fatima came home at seven, after the night, and found the kettle already on. Her mother, Zainab, was a small, sharp woman with a limp, a seamstress for thirty years, who had held the family together after her husband left and who regarded her daughter's long hours as a personal reproach.
"You look like death," she said, in Urdu, pushing a cup across the table.
"I'm fine."
"Imran's mother came to the market. She was asking about you."
"Amma."
"I'm only saying." Zainab watched her over the rim of her glass. "A woman doesn't get younger. A man like that doesn't wait for ever."
Fatima looked at the notebook in her bag. She thought of telling her. About the exam, the registrar, the seven-year plan. But her mother's face was lined with exhaustion, and her own was too, and in the kitchen, in the steam, it seemed a cruelty to add a dream to the weight.
"I'll think about it," she said, and her mother nodded, and neither of them believed her.